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Got it out of your system?
Can we talk?
We’re not on speaking terms. By your own choice I might add. Fuck off.
Just “listen” then
No, I won’t. I know why you’re here and I don’t care, my job isn’t to console you or baby your immature feelings. My job is to keep you alive when you’re alone, and you’re currently not, so kindly fuck off.





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Ok, let me waste our time even further. Why do you wanna talk?
Because
Shut it, that shit was rhetorical, “you don’t know who else to confide with so you’re left with yourself and your inner saboteur”.

I despise that title you know? I’m not the suicidal one between us, I’m not the one who likes to waste time and “enjoy life” instead of just doing what needs to be done. If anything I’m your inner savior.
You could go about it in a more humane way
Humane? Is that what you think you are? Look around, fuckface, humans are made to kill, eat, have sex and dominate. If you can’t get yourself to complete that list without feeling like “dying is a good alternative” then shut up, eat shit and get yourself done with.
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Oh fuck off, you’re not doing what I think you’re doing.
It does make sense
Yeah, no fucking shit sherlock.
You’ve been met with a world that hated you for the simple fact of existing and now the only driving voice in your own brain hates you. Maybe the two things are fucking connected??? WHO WOULD HAVE GUESSED!! It took you what? 30 years to figure that out? Well done, mystery solved, now fucking what? Who’s gonna help you fix me? Fix you? Even when you’re not alone you can’t help but feel like the world is miles away from you, so what? Are you gonna keep on crying in a corner? There’s no way that’s gonna motivate you, eventually you’re just gonna do what you always do: wait to get bored of being depressed and move on to the next thing and the circle will repeat itself. You don’t belong anywhere, it’s about time you stopped trying to.
… I noticed: you just lied
... about what?
Not being the suicidal one, you want to end it, you just don’t wanna do it on my terms. You want me to hate the world, to hate me, deeply. You want me to give up completely. You can’t stand the fact that I still wanna fight
Hohoho, you want to fight? Really? Fight whom exactly? Some vague concept of fate? The people who have been unjust with you? Reality itself? Doesn’t it all sound a little bit too childish even by your standards? I don’t care about your “still wanting to fight”. I want you to actually fight, to actually try, maybe fail but at least it will something that actually matters.
Your idea of “try and maybe fail” means being a monster, it means ignoring the effect I could have on others
Who the fuck cares about others???
I don’t, neither should you, most people don’t care about you and the few that do are a misstep away from not caring neither.
Yeah that’s bullshit and you know it
Listen, if by some misplaced codependent kind of mental illness they do care then it’s their problem, not yours, not mine, not of the rest of the world. You don’t care about your own existence, the least you could do is die trying to make this hellhole a better place.
Is that what you want? Martyrdom?
No, obviously that would be too much and I'm not greedy, unlike you. Let’s call it my “dream in the drawer”. But you know, it could work if you just tried.
You’re a maniac
WE are a maniac.
Yeah, this was a bad idea
Locking me back up? Good, hope the lesson has been learned, see ya when you’re feeling alone again.